Not the same, uncertainty, losing and leaving it all.

I dont know how i`m supposed to feel right now nor do I know what to do. I dont know if I want to continue with this. I feel like i`m being tied down. My mind is telling me to let it go and I think my heart is telling me the same thing. I`m not who I used to be. Now i`m more indecisive, i`m not so happy, I am extremely confused about alot. I need to let everything go. It may hurt but I have to do what I have to do. I feel like i`m so over all this shit thats been going on. I`m losing myself. I`m losing her. I already lost my family. I`m losing my life. This is the first time I can say I honewstly don`t know what to do anymore. I`m reading to just give up everything.