I gave up the first love of my life for the second.. The first love of my life tended to hurt me quite often.. and at times i felt like she just didn't know what to do with being in a relationship with me.. i loved her since i layed eyes on her and because i loved her so much i was willing to put up with everything and anything for her.. and that is exactly what i did... i fell more and more in love with her... and for a year and a few months she had my heart still. but not completely... but i knew i still loved her and i just felt like it wasn't meant for us to be together... at a period of time i started to hate her because everything she said i thought it was a lie.. and i hurt her.. but you could never say i intentionally hurt her.. not my style.... but i found the second Love of my life... and Ive been with her and every second is better than the one before it... i have never loved someone as much as I L0VE MIRIAM MARINA .... she has been my angel since the day she spoke to me... there aren't words to explain... even though i still loved the first one she came in and she gave me a change of heart.. and she made my heart call for her..
I've been hurt so many times and i have yet to be hurt by Ms. Marina and i never plan on it... but at times I'm so afraid of losing her... its almost like at times it way to good to be true and maybe i shouldn't think like that but i cant help it.... my first love Ariana came with baggage but it was OK because i loved her and i put up with everything to be with her and she did the same in return but something about her just baffled me at times.... i just felt like things weren't a 100% and i knew it was time to go.. and letting her go was one of the best decisions of my life.. sounds harsh,, it s the TRUTH, AND THE TRUTH HURTS....
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